Submerged

Ruma Chakraborty

 

There runs a river outside my window

Where I sit, not because I like it,

But out of dead habit

I have sat there for as long as

I remember since childhood maybe

The river flows with languorous ease

With a mind of its own

Flotsam, carcasses, algae abound

Stench rises and ebbs at whim

Sometimes I see fish swim

I wonder how the water feels

Does it burn or heal?

One day I open the window

Trying to see within the depths

Losing balance, I fall into the murky depths

Only to realise that which I thought

Was stolid, calm, a watery repose

Had within it eddies, whirlpools

Of currents and cross currents

I feel dragged and tossed within

Finally, some movement

The river’s abrasion heals

The die is cast, fate sealed.